So it's begining to look a lot like Christmas...hell, it was begining to look a lot like a Christmas sometime right after Halloween. What is wrong with waiting until a few days before Thanksgiving to start pushing the Christmas decorations like crack rock on the corner? Seriously, just a few days....

And about Christmas....Since they've decided to start selling early, by the time it's about three weeks out shit is gone. (I should probably shop all year like my Mother, but this would require a place to store everything).... This has made it a particularly difficult process in finding Benjamin appropriate gifts....Andrew and Dane are no problem. Ben is another story....I'm just thankful I don't have a girl and all of the rather ridiculous crap they market to them is not a worry for me....Bratz being my number one hated item at the moment(well actually, since they came out)...."Look Mom, I can dress like a slut and think that bling and fashion is more important that education and being taken seriously...." Ok, end rant on that crap....

It really boils down to me not being a huge fan of the season, I have my own personal reasons, it's an "ok" time frame. I wish it wasn't stressed as being so important though. I want my children to have a good Christmas, but it's hard to do that while being in my own little space, thinking about your own shit. I need to work past it and just deal, and eventually I will.....

I'm ready and waiting for 2007, and hoping that maybe it will be more fruitful for my family and I....No deployments will help. We're scheduled to move in May, but without paper orders I won't hold my breath. Sooner or later we will get the orders, and when we do I will figure things out from there. I need to get rid of some things, hell lots of things if we are moving. I have closets that have tons of junk in them. And I mean junk...nothing of importance, crap I have saved for the last six years because I can.

This week will end with us heading to Virginia, a short week out of our leave time. And when I get back I will look forward to some quiet family time at home. A whole 30 days to ourselves...a bonus to the Army career, one of the only things I can truly say is a plus. Not very many jobs give you that many days at a time, of course not many jobs require you to leave your family for a year either. I certainly don't think I could do it....